Against All Odds
Against All Odds
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as this day of rain comes
to a night of quiet repose...
no one needs to worry about this...
heart of mine...
for it's way too late for singing a sad song...
I will be alright..
I am not saying that my life is pure or even close...
but somehow screaming ....
How I feel is meaningless...
some days come and go...
to the point where I really don't know...
how I feel....
except the fact I am tired of trying,
tired of saving, tired of many things...
except Life...
as some precious treasures are ending....
so is others beginning…
Love should be strong
Life should be cherished...
problems exist …
they always do…
somehow now it is really deep
yet still hope prevails to what end is unknown...
dark demons twist my body...
to their needs...
yet angels from heaven have saved my soul...
from death...
in hell's gates for some purpose..
I can't see yet my determination tries to succeed...
against all these odds...
lonely I am ..
every friend I have are more strangers...
as I wish for happiness...
strange electricity plays mind games with me...
in a harden view to passionate love...
it isn't desired anymore...
no way...
to explain that’s all I can say...
If there is anyone out there to hear my screams...
where is the one true love...
where is my Soul Mate
what has happened to my
world in these ruins
but I am still here trying hard...
to survive...
how could it have gotten so damn hard to just live...
don't I deserve happiness too…
don’t I deserve Love too
I need someone to care for
and be cared with tender love
that it seems so lost
I have weathered so many psychopaths in love
and I have lost the one that I thought was my twin
soul wise.
somewhere I know that judgement
day will come to call
seems sooner than I ever expected
or ever wanted
when it does I hope on that last day I hope
that those that judge see all the good in me more
as a true blessing and not the bad to way in
on those scales for I am truly good
I have tried
to present despite the evil that is always
hounding at my door
at all doors
i will fight to my last breath
against all odds
hear me
AGAINST ALL ODDS.
TILL THE VERY BITTER END
