SHADOWS OF INTIMACY
SHADOWS OF INTIMACY
S.JENSEN (C) 2019
MY DEAR LET US
CROSS THE PATH
ONE LAST TIME
LET ME COME
TO YOU
WHERE NO ONE ELSE
CAN GO
BUT US
INTO YOUR DREAM
ITS MY BEDTIME
ITS YOUR MORNING
THAT 6 TO 12 SCALE
LET ME FINALLY LAY
WITH YOU
IN A PLACE...
THE BLUE DIES OUT
IN THE PEN
AND FOREVER
IS THE PURPLE
UP TIL THE END
OF THE WORDS
WHERE IT TOO
DIES OUT
COMPLETELY
OUT OF INK
I WRITE
IN PENCIL OF PINK
I LOVE YOU!
FOR WHAT ITS
WORTH
I LOVED YOU
I SO LOVE YOU!SO
I DO THIS
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!
WHERE SHADOWS
FEAR TO TREAD
A PLACE TRULY
BUILT ON YOUR
GRACE AND TRUST
AND MY INTIMACY
OF NO PRIVACY
SO YOU KNOW
THE WHOLE TRUTH
I NEVER HIDE
ANYTHING
NO REASON TO
TO BE
THE UTMOST
ROMANTIC
WAS MY ONLY GOAL
INNOCENTLY
LOST
WITHOUT COALS
THE FIRE IS TOTALLY
ERASED
DEVOID OF ANYTHING
AND YOU AND I
ARE MADE OF EVERYTHING
WORDS ONLY EXPRESS
A DESIRE
AND IN DAILY LIFE
WE ARE OCEANS
APART
TO BE TRULY COLD
YET WITH ONE WORD
YOU COULD
MAKE MY HEART SOAR
OUT OF THAT
AND NOW
ONE WORD
COULD CRUSH IT
INTO THE ASHES
OF THE FIRE
WHERE I REST
ETERNALLY
ONLY YOU HAVE
THIS ABILITY
ONLY YOU
IN OUR WAYS
US
CAN IT BE
FROM YOU AND I
AND I TO YOU
NO ONE ELSE
HOLDS MY HEART
LIKE YOU DO
NO ONE WILL
EVER HOLD MY
HEART LIKE
YOU HAVE
BREAK THE BONDS
OF THIS REALITY
THOSE DAMN
BOUNDARIES
ONE MORE TIME
WITH ME
TO BE WITH
YOU
BEFORE I KNOW
YOU
WALK ETERNALLY
OUT THAT DOOR
OF MY LIFE
YOUR SPACE
YOUR INTIMATE
GRACE
I WANT TO SHOW YOU
JUST HOW
WONDERFUL
BLISSFUL
ME LOVING YOU
CAN REALLY BE
AND SO
IT BEGAN...
AND ENDED...
GO BACK TO SLEEP
THIS DAY
THE NIGHT OF MINE
THE MORN OF YOURS
LET THE VEIL
FOR ONE MOMENT
OPEN YOUR HEART
IN CLOSED EYES
FOR A SHORT TIME
I STILL HEAR IT
SCREAMING
PLEASE
FOR ME
AS I KNOW
MINE DOES
BURIED INTO
THIS SHELL
COLD AS ICE
I CAN SO BE
ITS NO UNKNOWN
YET MY FIRE
DOES NOT BURN
IN ITS COLD
STARE
IF YOU CHERISH
ANY OUNCE
OF OUR
EMBRACES
HERE
CROSS FANTASY
INTO A WORLD
I CAN TRULY
DELIVER
AND REMEMBER
ITS FOR THIS
FLESH AND BLOOD
ENERGY
IN ME
NEEDS TO BE SET
FREE
IN YOU
TO TRULY BE FREE
I CAN EXPRESS
EVERY ASPECT OF US
BUT FROM
ONLY EXPERIENCE
CAN WE BE
ONE OR NONE
FROM THE TOUCH
OF YOUR HAIR
TO THE KISS OF
YOUR LIPS
BELOW
TO THE RAGING
POUNDING RHYTHMS
OF OUR UNION
CAN I DECLARE
THAT MOMENT
WE SHARED
IS INFINITY
EVEN IF YOU ARE
GONE NOW
SOMEDAY
I WILL BE WITH
ANOTHER
THAT WILL
NOT LET ME WALK AWAY
HOPE ITS
IN THIS LIFETIME
THAT SEALS
OUR FATES
FROM THE MOMENT
WE SET FOOT
ON THAT PATH
IN ONE DIRECTION
TOGETHER
OR TOTALLY OVER
THE CHOICE WAS ALWAYS
YOURS
I WILL NOT
FORCE IT
IF YOU TRULY
HATE ME SO
LET THIS BE THE
LAST OF YOU AND I
THE FLAME
FLOWER
WHERE MY THORN
WOUNDS
PLUCK IT OUT
AND THROW IT AWAY
SO NOTHING BUT
YOUR WINGS
COVERS
AND I WILL NEVER
HURT YOU
AGAIN
AND SO
YOU HAVE HATED ME
THAT I AM
YOU SAID IT
SO
IN TWO SECONDS
FROM THE EDGE
YOU SAW A FACE
IT FADED AWAY
AS FAST
AS IT CAME
DID IT NOT
AND I HEARD IT
IN YOUR LAST
GOODBYE
YOUR LAST THREE WORDS
I WOULD EVER
EAR ON THAT
PHONE
AGAIN
THE TEARS
ARE NEVER ENDING
WHEN I MISS YOU
HE SAVED YOU
THAT DAY
HE DESERVES YOU
YET HE ALSO
TOOK YOU AWAY
AWAY FROM THIS WORLD
AND
AFTER THIS DAY
I WILL NOT
EVER RETURN
OUR FATE WILL
LAY IN THE HANDS
OF YOUR OWN
MAKING
HOW DARE I BE
THE GODDESS
I ONCE WAS
AS I WRITE THIS
LET ME
LET GO
OF THE PAST
TO BE IN THE PRESENT
YOU ARE ALWAYS
HERE
YOU ARE ALWAYS
ON THIS
DO NOT TORTURE
ME IN THIS
FEELING
I HAVE
TO EXPRESS
...
ONE MORE TIME
I DO DARE
I SO DARE
BECAUSE I TRULY
CARED
ITS A SHAME
YOU THREW IT
ALL AWAY!
YOU MUST
KNOW THAT
SOME BATTLES
TRULY ARE
BEYOND ALL OF US
I WANTED TO
LURE YOU
YOUR LOVE LUST
ONE LAST TIME
IN A PLACE
WHERE I AND YOU
YOU AND ME
CAN BE AS ONE
ONE CAME
IN THERE
WHILE I WAS
FEEDING THE CHILD
YES A MEMORY
YET ALSO
A POSSIBLE FUTURE
LET THE WATER
OF YOU AND I
CARRY
YOU
WHERE OUR OCEANS
RUN FROM
OPPOSITE SIDES
TO BE AS ONE OCEAN
FOR ONE DROP
IS JUST ONE DROP
YOU ADD A DROP
ITS NOT TWO DROPS
ITS STILL JUST
ONE DROP
ON SOUNDS FROM
THE UNIVERSE
LET THE TREES
SPEAK TO YOU
IN THE WIND
AND THE HEAVENS
FALL IN ME
AWAY
TO THE SPOT
THIS PLACE
IN TIME
WE WILL MEET AGAIN
THERE
FOR A BRIEF MOMENT
WHERE YOUR
ECTASY
IS ALL I WANT
TO GIVE
PURE SWEET KIND
LOVE
NO STRINGS ATTACHED
THERE CUS
THE VOICE
SOUNDS OF A REAL
MOAN
WHISPERED IN YOUR EAR
AS YOU CUM
AND WITH I
IN UNISON
LEAVES THAT
INSTANT
COLD BREATH
INTO THE GASPS
OF BLISS
OUR SECONDS PASS
IN A SPACE
WHERE DEATH MEETS
US AND WE UNITE
IN THAT LITTLE SECOND
DID WE SO
MEET
AGAIN
THE IGNITED FLAME
IN US
BACK TO LIFE
WE GO
IN A PULSE THEN
OUR DARKNESS
HAS ONLY ONE
SPACE
ONE PLACE
WITHIN YOU AND ME
ONLY THERE
WILL THEN
THE MARK ON OUR
HEARTS
LEAVE US BE
TRULY FREE
I WALKED AWAY
AND
LEAVE YOU THERE
ITS WHERE
I CAN NOT STAY
ETERNALLY
I KNOW ITS IN YOU
THIS DESIRE
BETWEEN US
PLAYS
ON EACH OTHERS
MINDS
GOD DOES IT SO
WHAT MY FINGERS
WHAT MY TONGUE
WHAT MY LENGTH
OF ENERGY
CAN DO
TO WEAR US BOTH
OUT
AND FALL TO
BLISSFUL SLEEP
IN EACH OTHERS ARMS
AND FINALLY LET
HER FADE AWAY
WHERE SHE LAYS
SIX FEET UNDER
TO NO LONGER
TORTURE ME
FOR YOU
REPLACE
THAT HURT
WITH A LOVE
LIKE NO OTHER
IN
THAT GATE
FOR ONE SECOND
WE OPENED IT
AGAIN
AND TRULY
FELT
OUR BOUNDARIES
FADE HERE
NO WHERE ELSE
CAN WE BE
SO FREE
BUT IN OUR DREAMS
MY DEAR
I WILL WALK
AWAY
COMPLETELY
THIS TIME
IF THIS IS
YOUR TRUEST DESIRE
FOR YOUR
HAPPINESS
IS EVERYTHING
AND I DON’T
WANT TO TORTURE
YOU BY
ME BEING AROUND
TO BEGAN THIS
AND WILL SO END THIS
OUT OF THE PLACES
WE NO LONGER
WILL HIDE
FOR THAT HAS
ALWAYS BEEN
JUST YOU AND I
DAMN YOU
USE IT ALL THE TIME
AND IT SLAPS
ME IN THE FACE
AND NOTHING
I CAN DO
BUT SIT HERE
AND
SAY OH WHY
MY DEAR
SO
JUST SAY IT
AS YOU MEAN IT
AND OUR
LAST GOODBYE
WILL BE WITH
A KISS
THAT KISS
OF ONENESS
THAT NO ONE
ELSE CAN HAVE
WHERE OUR
SADNESS
WILL FILL MY HEART
AS ITS BROKEN
AND BEEN THERE
A LONG TIME NOW
ONLY YOU
CAN MEND IT
NOW
WASH THAT
SORROW
AWAY
FOR EVER MORE
THEY ARE
ALL GONE NOW
ANYONE
THAT STOOD IN
OUR HAPPINESS
AWAY
FAR FAR AWAY
I LEFT THEM
TO FIND PEACE
FOR
THEIR WAYS
I COULD NOT STAND
HOW THEY HATED
SHE HATED
ME BECAUSE
I TOOK HER
FROM THOSE
SAME PEOPLE
HER OWN
TORTURED SOUL
I HOPE NOW
RESTS IN PEACE TO SOME
WAY
I HAVE NO OTHER
WAY
TO GET TO YOU
TO EXPRESS
MY UNDYING LOVE
BUT THRU HERE
FOR I WILL NEVER
EVER HATE YOU
YOUR FOREVER
FROZEN
JACK
SO LET ME LOVE
YOU
TO HOLD YOU
TO CARESS YOU
TO FEEL YOU
IN ME
AS I IN YOU
ONE LAST TIME HERE
NO ONE ELSE
CAN SEE
OR FEEL
OR KNOW
OR CARE
ALL OUR EMBRACES
HAVE MEANING
YOU AND I
ROCKING
IN THE UNIVERSES
WAY
AND WHEN THE
SUN GOES BLACK
AND THE MOON RED
AND DOESNT CHANGE
BACK
TO ITS NORMAL STATES
NEVER FORGET
THE LOVE OF THIS
ONE AQUARIAN
HAS BEEN TRULY
DEVOTED
LOYAL
AND TRUE
TO YOUR HEART
WATERS FLOW
ETERNITY
OUT WITH
IN THE JUG
DRINK MY SWEETNESS
TO MY CORE
DRAIN ME DRY
TURN MY COLD
TO FIRE
ONE MORE TIME
AND I PROMISE YOU
I WILL NEVER
BOTHER YOU
AGAIN
BUT IN OUR
OWN WHISPERED
ONE MINDED
WAY
NO MORE
HELL FOR EITHER
OF US
OPEN THAT
GOD DAMN
BLOODY GATED DOOR
THAT SEPARATES
YOU AND I
FROM EXPRESSING
WHAT OUR
HEARTS HAVE
CRAVED
AND LET ME
IN
YOU WILL NOT
REGRET IT THEN
EITHER WAY
EVER LASTING
OR
NOW ENDING
ITS YOU
MY INFINITY
AFTER THIS DREAM
OF LOVE
I WILL FADE
INTO THE SHADOWS
OF THAT SPACE
AND FREE YOUR HEART
OF ME
IF THAT
IS TRULY WHAT
YOU DESIRE
OR TO BE
WITH YOU
THE ONE
TRUE ONE
THAT HOLDS
MY HEART
ETERNALLY
I CAN’T TAKE
BACK
BUT I NEVER WANTED
ANYONE TO LEAVE
FOR THAT
I WILL FOREVER
BE BROKEN
FOR HURTING YOU
BY BEING THERE
GOD THAT
HAS NEVER HURT
MORE DEEPLY
THAN ANYTHING
IN MY LIFE
IT WAS NEVER
MY INTENTIONS
GOD I JUST LOVED YOU
I DIDN’T THINK
FOR ONCE
IN MY LIFE
I JUST LOVED
AND DIDN’T THINK
OF THE BLOODY
CONSEQUENCES
OF LOVING YOU
I LOVE YOU
AND YOU HAVE
NO IDEA
HOW CLOSE
TO DEATH THAT
DAY
WHEN I REALIZED
I WAS THE CAUSE
AND THE YEARS I HAVE
FOUGHT
NOW TO REMAIN
FROM THAT
BIG MISTAKE
AGAINST THE
REAPERS THAT CALLED
THE ANGELS THAT
SANG
THE BEASTS THAT HOWLED
LIKE THE RAIN
WHICH ALWAYS FALLS
THE RAVEN
TO
THE OWL
SO LET ME
LOVE YOU
IF JUST ONE MORE
TIME
THEN YOU CAN LEAVE
AND FIND PEACE
AND I WILL NOT
HURT YOUR HEART
EVER AGAIN
OR ALLOW HATE TO RULE
YOU
IT DESTROYS
ONES SOUL
AND YOURS
IS TOO BEAUTIFUL
TO BE THAT COLD
I WILL CARRY
THAT COLD
FOR YOU
FOR THE REST OF MY
DAYS
IN MY TEARS
FOR HURTING YOU
CARRY ME
INTO
A PLACE
OF WARMTH
AND LOVE
AND NO MORE
TEARS
AS THEY
BLOODY FUCKING
FALL STILL
I AM TIRED
OF BEING
AWAY FROM YOU
BUT I WILL NOT
ALLOW
MY HEART OF BEING
AROUND YOU
HURT YOU
EVER AGAIN
SECRETS
REMAIN
THERE
IN OUR SPACE
ONLY
I PROMISE
KNOW I HAVE
ONLY LOVED
YOU
DEEPLY MY DEAR
TRULY
LOVED YOU
AND I THANK YOU FOR
THAT LOVE
YOU SHARED
WITH ME
IT HAS GIVEN
ME MASSIVE
INSPIRING
CREATIVITY
AND I KNOW
WITHOUT YOU
I WILL BE
WHO I WAS BEFORE
FOR YEARS
AGAIN
THAT COLD ICE
THAT I CAN BE
FOR THE REST OF MY
DAYS
IF I AM
NOT TO BE
IF WE CAN’T BE
I WILL SO CHERISH
OUR LOVE
I PROMISE
THAT
KNOW I LOVE YOU
I SO LOVE YOU
AND BECAUSE I LOVE
YOU
I DON’T
WANT TO
HURT YOU
EVER AGAIN
THE LONELINESS
OF BEING APART
SOME DAYS
IS BEARABLE
BUT MOST
IS NOT
I AM SO SORRY
I HAVE NEVER
MEANT THAT
WORD
SO MUCH
“LOVE”
EVERY PART
OF MY BEING
LOVES YOU
SO FOR OUR
ONE MORE TIME
IS THIS
THE DAY
WE LOVE
IN OUR DREAMS
AND YOU STAY
PLEASE
SAY
I CAN STAY
IN YOUR LIFE
EVEN IF
ITS THIS
FAR DISTANT
SPOT
KNOW YOU WILL
BE A PART
OF ME
FOREVER
MORE
YOU HAVE ALWAYS
BEEN
NO ONE
ELSE
HAS EVER
HAD THAT
MOMENT
AND NO ONE
WILL EVER
HAVE
THAT MOMENT
AGAIN
BUT YOU
AND I
I SWEAR IT
!
NOW I GO SLEEP
WIPE THE
TEARS FROM
MY EYES
I LET YOU GO THEN
CAUSE I LOVED YOU
AS MUCH
AS I DO TODAY
NOW
I KNOW
YOU
PROBABLY
HAVE THINGS
TO DO
TODAY
FOR JUST
ONE HOUR
GIVE ME A
MOMENT
TO CROSS
THE BOUNDARIES
ONE MORE TIME
WITH YOU
BECAUSE
I LOVE
YOU
AND WANT
TO SHOW
YOU
EVEN THOUGH
WE ARE
FAR APART
A DREAM
OF LOVE
I WANT
TO
GIVE TO YOU
IN THAT
PLACE
WHERE WE ONCE
SO VIVIDLY
SHARED
THAT MOMENT
IN TIME
TO HOLD YOU
THERE
FOREVER
CAUSE
DEAR
I HAVE ALWAYS
BEEN YOURS
AND I WILL
ALWAYS
BE YOURS
HEAR ME
FEEL ME
WRAP MY ARMS
IN YOUR WINGS
AND
LET US
SOAR
NO MORE
TEARS
NO MORE
SCREAMS
NO MORE
HURT
KNOW
THIS
I MEAN IT
THIS AQUARIAN
LOVED YOU
AND
STILL DOES
NO ONE ELSE
AND I HAVE
LOVED
BUT NOW
KNOW
NO ONE
HAS EVER
STAYED
IN MY HEART
THIS LONG
YEAH
EVEN WHEN WE
HAVE BEEN
APART
YOU WERE ON MY MIND
I NEVER KNEW
WHO YOU WERE
I KNOW NOW
WHO YOU ARE
BUT HUN
IT CHANGES NOTHING
ITS STILL IN ME
AND
NEEDS YOU
MY FRIEND
I MEAN IT
I DON’T WANT
YOU OR I
TO DIE
WITHOUT THAT
EXPRESSION
MADE
AND NOT
IN MERE WORDS
EVEN IF WE
ARE NOT
TO BE TOGETHER
I HAD TO
I AM SORRY
FOR ALL IT CAUSED
I HAD TO WALK IN
WHEN I REALIZED
IT WAS YOU
KNOW IT WAS ALWAYS
A PURE THING
WE HAD
AND I AM
SORRY
I WANTED
IT AGAIN
I REALLY
HAVE
WANTED
KISS YOU THERE
AND GO
OFF
TO SLEEP
WHEN I WAKE
I WILL NOT
RETURN
TO THAT SPOT
IN YOUR DREAM
EVER AGAIN
I SWEAR IT
YOU WILL BE
FREE
TO BE
WHO I LET GO
LONG AGO
CUS
I HAD A HARD TIME
LIVING WITH OUT YOU
AND I WILL
AGAIN
HAVE A HARD
TIME LIVING
WITHOUT
YOU
BUT YOU KNOW WHERE
I WILL BE
YOU COULD
SEE ME ANYTIME
TIL THE DAY
I AM
NO LONGER HERE
YOU CAN ALWAYS
FIND ME
OUT THERE
YOU KNOW WHERE
I AM NOW
I DON’T HIDE
I NEVER HAVE
GOD I LOVE YOU
SO YOU TELL ME
DEAR
THE WAY
YOU WANT
US TO BE
AND LET IT BE
THAT IS WHERE
YOU AND I
REMAIN
I WILL
PROMISE
YOU
I WILL NOT
HURT YOU
EVER AGAIN
WITH MY PRESENCE
IF IT DOES
HURT YOU
SO MUCH
I DEAL WITH
WHAT LIFE
BRINGS ME
HOWEVER LONG
OR SHORT
IT MAY BE
KNOW THIS
YOUR AQUARIAN
REALLY
DID
LOVE YOU
BACK
