CURIOSITIES
"YOUR NEVER
IS MY BEGINNING
TO BE FREE!!!!"
CURIOSITIES
S.JENSEN (C)2019
“I AM
MONKEY
TIGER
SNAKE
WITH
RAISED
BULL HORNS”
TO THE RAISED
PERIODS
OF NO MORE...
GOTTEN A LITTLE
FASTER
OR A LITTLE SLOWER
WITH
ARMS STRETCHED
AND PUMPED
SHOULDERS BROAD
FEET THUDS
AND MY BREATHING
MAINTAINED
IN THE APPROPRIATE
RHYTHM
BETWEEN ALL THEIR
LIES
AND ALL THE
EDGES MADE
NOTHING COMES FROM
IT
OH THE EFFORTS HELD
IN THE DISTANCE
ENDING LIES
PAST ME BY
THE LEANING ROCK
I KNEW ALL
ALONG
THINK YOU COULD
FOOL A SNAKE
AND A MONKEY
HA
I GASPED
ALWAYS TO THE SURPRISE
RIGHT TO THE END
THIS WILL
BE THE COIN
THAT FLIPS
CALL IT
HEADS
OR
TAILS
TOSS IT IN THE AIR
LIKE THE PETALS
TO A FLOWER
PULL EACH
ONE
LOVES ME
LOVES ME NOT
THE KIDS GAMES
OF TRUTH AND DARE
OR TAKE THAT
RECOVERED
BREATH
THAT FIRST THING
WELL NOW
ALL SEEM TO KNOW
ALOT ABOUT ME
DON’T YOU THINK
NOPE
ITS JUST
THE PAIN, SORROW,
AND THORNS
OF THE PAST
NOT WHO I AM NOW
IN THIS PRESENT
NOR WILL IT
CULTIVATE ANY FUTURE
TOO MUCH
TIME
OR JUST
NOT ENOUGH
ALL HAVE LOST ME
WISH I COULD
HAVE STAYED
WE NEVER DO
DO WE
THE ROAMING SOULS
THAT IS
GYPSY’S WAYS
TEND TO
FLOW THAT WAY
AS THESE HILLS
I REST IN
PROBABLY
NO MORE MOVING
AROUND
THE GROUND REMAINS
AND WE
TRUDGE STEADLY
ONWARD
WHEN YOU LET GO
I LET GO
WE ARE TELLING
TRUTHS HERE
REQUIRED A PECULIAR
ENVIRONMENT
TO BUILD A THING
OH TO THE THINGS
SAID
OH SO RIGHT
IT FEELS SO RIGHT
WHAT WAS WANTED
BY BOTH SIDES
CAN STILL
BE GAINED
IN THE LIFETIME
OF OUR BREATHS
THAT BLOOD AMBER GRACE
===BREATHE===
YOU TOOK MY LOVE
I GAVE
AND TURNED IT AROUND
ITS ALWAYS
BEEN YOU
AND IN THIS
CRAZY PLACE
OF MY MIND
NOW
JUST LIKE
THAT POOF
GONE
CREEPED INTO MY
HEART
AND IT WON’T LEAVE
YOU WIN
THE SCORE CARD
ITS A LONG
LONG STORY
THAT ONLY
ENDS THE WAY
YOU SET IT UP
NOT THAT SIMPLE
ANYMORE
SHOW UP
IN DREAMS
BRING HOPE
AND STEAL IT AWAY
THIS REFLECTIVE
MIRROR
WORKS BOTH WAYS
I WISH YOU
ALL THE LOVE
AND LIGHT
AND PEACE
YOU CAN FIND
DISCOVER IT
WITH A MESSAGE
SEEN NOW
A MONTH LATER
WALKING IN
HISTORY
ARE WE ALL
SITTING HERE
LINKED IN
THE MYSTERY
OF OUR
EVER NEVER ENDING
BEATING HEARTS
RIPPED APART
SHREDDED MEMORIES
AND TORN
FEATURES
THAT MOLDED US
AND STRENGTHENED US ALL
WE ALL LOST
WE ALL GAINED
JUST DIFFERENT
WAYS
THE ATMOSPHERE
OF WHERE
STARS MEET
THE MOON
SEEMS TO BE
ENDING UP
IN MY HEAD
SHAKEN
AND STIRRED
A WONDERFUL
BLENDED MIX
DID WE NOT
CELEBRATE
THE MOST
GLORIOUS
PARTS OF US
SAW THE PASSAGES
IN THIS
ACE OF SPADES
THAT DANGEROUS
CALLING MARK
NOW I WALK ON
KINDA MISSING
A BIG PART OF MY
HEART
FOREVER
THE RANDOM DICE
THAT
LIARS AMMUNITION
TO TRY
AND TAKE YOU DOWN
BY USING ME
TO DO
IT
AND OH
I WAS A FOOL
IN THE BEGINNING
I AM SORRY
BEYOND SORRY
MAYBE ITS
IN THAT SPACE
OF TIME
WE GREW FONDER
AND NEVER
GOT
TO SHARE
THE MOMENTS
TRUTH
BUT AS FAR AS I
SEE IT
MY COLDNESS
IS YOUR MISTAKE
THAT NEVER
WILL BE
CUS IT NEVER
WAS
TO BEGIN WITH
A LITTLE LONGER
TO THE
NATURE OF THE BEASTS
MY ACUTELY
SENSITIVE SIDES
WITH LIFE
IN A FORMER LOVER
BEING INTIMATE
CAN ALLOW
US TO EXPRESS
THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS
OR SHOVE THEM
DEEP DOWN
AWAY FROM TRUTHS
TO EMERGE
FROM THAT
AND STILL
TOUCH A SOUL
JUST A TINY BIT
MEANS EVERYTHING
TIME OF DEEP
EMOTION
EXCHANGES
WE ALL KNOW
IN THE LOST
BOX I SO OPENED
NO REGRETS
I WON’T HAVE THEM
NOR WILL YOU
CURRENT CONCERNS
TO THE LATEST LINGO
BEING OUTSPOKEN
TO THEIR LIES
AND HATE
AND WHATEVER IT
WAS...
SEEN
FELT
AND NOTED.
THROUGH OLD
INTIMATE
EXPRESSIONS
OH SO
TRIED TO GIVE
VALUE WHERE
THERE WAS
ONLY THE LACK
TEXTURED THERE
IN GATED
PLACEMENTS
TO INK AND PAPER
TOWARDS
SOULFULNESS
OR JUST A FINAL ENDING
LIKE EVERYONE ELSE
FOR TO KNOW IN
OUR BRIEFNESS
ZIPPED OUT
OFFERS TO A HEART
FOR I KNOW
DEEP DOWN
THEY WILL NEVER
EVER FOLLOW
THROUGH
THEY WON’T
TRUST
OR BE HONEST
CAN THEY
EVEN
TO APPEAR
WITH REAL
COMMUNICATION
FORMS THE IDEAS
AS I DO
ALL I CAN DO
TO JUST KEEP
ON SURVIVING
IN THE OLD
COLLECTIVE FORMS
OF MY DREAMS
GROUNDED NOW
AND OH SO LOST
STILL
TO ONE DAY
SHOW
THAT FRIENDSHIP
CAN STILL LAY
IN SOULFUL
AMBIENCES
ON THIS
LIGHTNING
CONTINUM
OF INTENSITY
LITTLE ME
SEEKS
THAT KINDRED
SOUL
MATE
THE ONE MARKED
IN MY HANDS
OH TO THE
SECRETS
OF WHAT I STILL
HIDE
NOT SEEN
OR FELT
OR READ
ITS THE BEAUTY
OF MY SOUL
THAT IS LAID
TO BARE
ON ALL THE PAGES
LEFT AND RIGHT
UP AND DOWN
ALL AROUND
AND ON PURPOSE
THE TRUE ME
IS GUARDED
BUT ONLY
A PRECIOUS
FEW KNOW
AND THEY
KNOW ME TOTALLY
OH TO THE
OFFERS
OF A HEART
I LET GO
OF FALSE LOVE
LONG AGO
SO WILL
YOU COME
LET GO WITH ME...
TO THE FUTURE
AND ALL
ITS CURIOUSITIES
BEHOLD
THE MASK
I NEVER EVER
SHOW
I DO NOT HIDE
I AM SPLAYED OUT
ALL OVER
THE PLACE
AND CONTENT
TO THE HUMAN
CONTACT
THAT TOUCH
OF LOVELY
SIMPLE
FRIENDSHIPS
THAT
HOLD ME
TOGETHER
LIKE A MASSIVE
GLUED PUZZLE
SOME PARTS MISSING
BUT EVEN THOSE
NEGATIVE HOLES
ARE A WONDERFUL
CAKE MIX
THAT PULSES
NEW PIECES
TO FORM
LIKE A NEGATIVE SPACED
VIEW OF LOOKING
THROUGH TREE BRANCHES
ITS WHAT MAKES
THE WHOLE
PERSON
A GOREGOUS
BEING
COME BE OUT
WITH ME
OR HIDE
IT MATTERS
ONLY TO US
AS INDIVIDUALS
NOT THE COLLECTIVE
SO
WILL YOU
GIVE
INTIMATE
EXPRESSIONS
A TRY
THE MOMENT
WHERE THE
PATH OF LOVE
MEETS
THE SUNSHINING
BRIGHT
...
CUS
TO ME
THE BEST
LOVE
THE HIGHEST
LOVE
THAT CAN EVER
BE
IS UNCONDITIONAL
AND
THAT CAN ONLY
BE FOUND
IN FRIENDSHIP.
MY LOVE
IS CURIOUSITY
THAT DEVELOPS
FROM ALL FORMS
TO WHERE
IT CAN
TRULY BE
FOUND
JOIN ME
ON A JOURNEY
IN A WONDEROUS
PLACE
THAT ONLY
TWO CAN SHARE
THAT IS ME.
THAT IS THE WHOLE
OF ME.
A BLOOM THAT NEVER
FADES...
FOR ITS SUPPORTED
BY WATER
A FOUNDATION
OF ME
FLOWING OUT
ALWAYS
CAUSE
I AM NOT THE
HOLDER OF
THE JUG
I AM THE JUG
THE WATERFALL...
SO ONLY
MOMENTARILY
WILL WE
FIND
OUR BOUNDARIES
CROSS
AND IN THAT
SPACE
WE GRACE
EACH OTHER
ONE
THERE
ONLY!
