RUMORS
RUMORS
WHY IS THE WORLD SO BENT
IN ON THINGS TO BE WAY
OUT OF WHAT THEY REALLY ARE
WERE OR WOULD BE
SO MANY TWISTED
WARPED AND HACKS TO
A NOBODY ALL OVER THE FACT
I USED TO HAVE A FRIEND
AND WAS SEARCHING
TRYING TO FIND AND RECONNECT
I AM NOT ANYTHING
BUT A POET, A ARTIST, AND
A HUGE MUSIC LOVER
FORGIVE AND FORGET
SOMETIMES IS EASIER
SAID THAN DONE
LET GO OF SOMETHINGS
ARE TOTALLY POSSIBLE
AND DONE!!!
WHEN THERE IS SO MANY
LIES
IT HURTS OTHERS LIVES
INVOLVED
ITS NOT A GAME
TO PLAY WITH "LIFE"
WHAT WAS SACRED AS
FRIENDSHIP NOW LOST
IN THE BLINK
PART OF IT MY FAULT
FOR TRYING TO HARD
TO SHOW MY LIFE
STRUGGLES
NEVER EXPECTED ANYTHING
BUT TO SHARE
MY WRITING
MY POETRY
MY ART
SOMEONE TOOK IT UPON
THEMSELVES TO WALKIN
AND SO MY SENSES IN THIS
TOOK OVER AND IT
CHANGED EVERYTHING
IN MY LIFE
SO LOST THOSE I HELD
VERY DEAR TO ME
OVER IT ALL
I DIDN'T KNOW THEN
BUT NOW I SO KNOW
HOW DARK SOMEONE CAN
TRULY BE
NO MORE A FOOL IT HAS
REARRANGED
WHO I WAS
WHO I AM
AND WHO I WILL BE
I AM SO OVER IT ALL
SOMETIMES TURNING
COLD AS ICE
IS NECESSARY
FOR SURVIVAL
ON THE VERY SMALL
BOTTOM THERE ARE
NOT THINGS WORTH
FIGHTING FOR
YET I SEARCH FOR
SOMETHING WORTHWHILE
HIT AFTER HIT
TAKES ITS TOLL
STRENGTH OF WILL
TO OVERCOME
NO MATTER WHAT
I AM WHO I AM
NO REGRETS YET
TO THOSE THAT WARPED
AND CHANGED AND SPREAD
RUMORS AND SO SO MANY
LIES....
DESTROYED MY HEART
I SLOWLY BUILD BACK
TO WHO I AM
AND STILL TRY TO
EXPRESS THE DEPTHS
OF ME
SO TO ALL READING THIS
KNOW I AM NOT
WITH ANYONE NOR HAVE
I BEEN FOR YEARS
I AM A WIDOW
I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING
WORTH BREAKING ANYMORE
THAN WHAT I HAVE
ALREADY LOST
AND I AM NOT A TRAGEDY
SO TO LEAVE ME ALONE
IS THE BEST FOR ONE
CAN'T REPLACE PRECIOUS
CONNECTIONS THAT COST
ME MY DAUGHTER
SO TO THIS LONELY
ROAD I AM WALKING NOW
HURTS BEYOND ANYTHING
I CAN'T REPLACE THE COST
OF MY LOSS
AND I DID NOTHING WRONG
IT BROUGHT A FALSE
WARPED DESTRUCTION
OF MY BIG LOVING HEART
TOOK EVERYTHING IN ME
TO TRUST AGAIN
TO SAY NOT TO HATE
YET IT CAME SO SO CLOSE
IT IS NOT IN ME TO DO SO
SO I WALKED AWAY
IT HAS PUSHED MY BUTTONS
TO THE BRINK
NOW I CAN I MOVE ON
AM I ALLOWED TO BE
THE FRIEND I SO DESIRED
TO BE
OR IS IT JUST THE END
NOW
I GO MY WAY
YOU GO YOUR WAY
I HAVE CRIED A RIVER
OVERFLOWING
OF THE COST
BEING PAID FOR BY ALL...
TO THE SOMEDAY WHEN
I CAN LOOK BACK
ON IT ALL
AND SAY THE DEEP LINE
IN MY HAND HAS NOT
BEEN IN VAIN
FOR WHATS CHANGED IS
FOREVER ETERNALLY
DESTROYED AND HURT
ALL INVOLVED
AND THE ACHE UNBEARABLE
YET I ENDURE IT
I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE
LOCKED IN A SITUATION
I SHOULD NEVER HAVE
BEEN IN TO BEGIN WITH
I CAN'T GET OUT
OF THIS MESS ALONE
YET I MAKE DO
THE BEST I CAN
EVEN AS STRONG AS I AM
SOME DAYS IT TAKES ITS TOLL
THIS BLESSED CURSE OF BEING
AQUARIAN IN A WORLD
GONE ALL UPSIDE DOWN
CENTERING MY MIND
MY BODY
AND MY SOUL
IS ALL I CAN DO
FOR WHATEVER IS TO COME
I FACE IT
AND LET THE ART I LOVE
TO PAINT GET ME THROUGH
FOR ROSES HAVE THORNS
ROSES WILT ONCE PLUCKED
FROM THE EARTH
I DIG MY ROOTS IN DEEP
AND WALK AWAY
ALIVE HURT BUT ALIVE!!!
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