FIRST LOVE long lost

FIRST LOVE long lost (MY FIRST LOVE WROTE THIS TO ME I NEVER LET IT GO YET IT MEANS SO LITTLE NOW HE MARRIED MY COUSIN 20 YRS AGO THAT APRIL AFTER HE LEFT ME IN 1989 THIS COMING FEB ON MY BIRTHDAY SOMETHING YOU DON’T FORGET BUT IF IT WASN’T FOR HIM LEAVING I WOULD NEVER HAVE HAD THE WONDERFUL LIFE I HAVE HAD I THANK HIM FOR WALKING AWAY) LEAVING IS THE HARDEST THING TO DO WHEN I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU ITS HARD TO KEEP MY THOUGHTS IN LINE WHEN YOUR ALWAYS ON MY MIND ALL OUR PROMISES SEEM TO FADE AS OUR DREAMS ARE BEING MADE OUR HOPES AND OUR FEARS OUR LAUGHS AND OUR TEARS LEAVING IS THE HARDEST THING TO DO WE’VE BEEN TOGETHER SO LONG AND WE’VE DONE NOT ONE THING WRONG BUT NOW ITS TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON PLEASE ACCEPT ME BACK WHEN I CALL (HE DID FIVE YEARS LATER I WALKED AWAY THEN) WE BOTH KNOW I CAN NOT MAKE IT HERE BUT TO LOSE YOUR LOVE IS WHAT I FEAR YOUR LOVE I WILL ALWAYS KEEP IN MY HEART I KNOW OF NO BETTER PLACE FOR US TO START LEAVING IS THE HARDEST THING TO DO FOR SO LONG I’VE HELD YOUR DREAMS IN MY HAND FAR INTO MY MIND I KNOW YOU WILL GO FAR IN LIFE PLEASE HOLD ME LOVE ME PLEASE ONE MORE TIME LEAVING IS THE HARDEST THING TO DO SO LETS NEVER SAY GOOD BYE OR EVEN SO LONG ‘CAUSE MY HEART WILL ALWAYS BE HERE EVEN THOUGH I AM GONE LEAVING MAY NOT BE THE HARDEST THING AFTER ALL (WHEN HE LEFT I CRIED I WAS ANGRY AND YET I LET HIM GO I ALWAYS LET THEM GO WHEN THEY NO LONGER REALLY LOVE ME THOUGH THEY SAY THEY DO IF YOU WALK AWAY FROM ME THEN YOU NEVER REALLY LOVED NOW DID YOU) THEY COME BACK WHEN THEY REALIZE IT BUT I NEVER EVER FEEL THE SAME FOR LOVE GETS LOST WHEN THEY ARE GONE HE TOLD ME THAT IT WASN’T ME THAT IT WAS HIM THAT I WOULD BE BETTER OFF THEY ALL DO THAT OUT OF THEM ALL I WALKED AWAY FROM THREE ONLY THE REST LEFT ME THREE OUT OF FIFTY I GAVE UP WHEN THE LAST ONE BROKE MY HEART.