To Goddess of LOVE...
something i have never called to...
now i am screaming... to be heard...
(MY PRAYER I SEND OUT)
- - -
To GODDESS of LOVE...
S.JENSEN © 2017
KISSES ON MY MIND
CARESSES ON MY MIND
SENSUAL THOUGHTS
STILL CONSTANTLY FLOW
IN THE SIGHTS
I SO RECEIVE
WHEN I CLOSE
MY EYES
I CAN NOT HELP
WHO I AM
NOR WILL I EVER
AND YET STILL
AS I AM
ALWAYS
CONFINED
HERE
I AM NEVER
ALLOWED
LOVE I DESERVE
I AM TIRED
OF THIS DENIED
TORTURE
TO SEE
TO FEEL
TO DESIRE
AND TO NEVER
HAVE
HURTS MY CORE
NO ONE
UNDERSTANDS IT
MORE THAN I DO
SIGH THE ONE
THING HUMANITY
REALLY DOESN’T WANT
TO LOSE
I AM LOVE SIGH
I MISS THEM ALL
SO GREATLY
DO I MISS
WILL I EVER BE
ABLE TO LOVE
THE ONE THAT
STOLE MY BLOODY
HEART AWAY
OH RAVEN HAIRED ONE
OH GOLDEN SHINED ONE
OH THE RED BEAUTY
I KNOW YOU ALL
AND YET
I AM SO DENIED
I CALL OUT TO
MY MOTHER
WILL YOU PLEASE
SEND ME
MY LOVE
GRANT ME THIS PLEASE
SHE HAS TO KNOW
WHO SHE IS
SHE JUST HAS TO KNOW
MY HEART IS ETERNALLY
BLEEDING
AND MY HEART IS NOT
SUPPOSED TO BE THIS
ALL ARE BEAUTY THAT
SURPASSES MINE
SO LOST
NOW IN TIME
YET MY INNER BEAUTY
CRIES OUT
COULD YOU
STILL LOVE ME
AS I DO FOR YOU
I AM HERE NOW
AND THEY WANT
ME BACK
I FIGHT TO STAY HERE
FOR A REASON
BUT MY REASON
IS GONE
WHERE DO I TURN
WHEN SORROW TAKES
MY SMILE AWAY
AND MY LOVE
I DREAM OF
IS NEVER EVER
IN MY ARMS
SWEET AND GENTLE
OH TO MY NAIVETY
MY FOOLISHNESS
MY HARSHNESS
MY BELIEF IN WHO I AM
I THOUGHT WOULD
BRING HER
BACK ALL IT DID
WAS PUSH AWAY
THOSE I REALLY
STILL NEED IN MY LIFE
AM I FOREVER
FORSAKEN
NOW FOR DESIRE
AND LUST
TO A SENSUALIST
SEEKING LOVE
IT FEELS SO
RESTING HERE
WITH NO OUTLET
MY MIND CRIES
MOTHER
SEND ME TO HER
OR HER TO ME
I CAN’T TAKE THIS
ANYMORE
I NEED HER
IN SO MANY WAYS
I NEED HER
AND I AM SO NOT SURE
WHAT TO DO
NOW
I AM SO LOST
WITHOUT YOU
MY DEAR
SO LOST
WITHOUT YOU
YOU ARE HER
AND I KNOW THAT
YOU ARE
I WANTED LOVE
I NEEDED LOVE
I AM LOVE
AND I DON’T WANT
IT GONE
I AM TIRED
SO TIRED
I AM SO ALONE
SO THE LAST
AND
I KNOW NOT
WHAT TO DO
ANY MORE
HERE
BUT MY CORE
CRIES OUT
WHY DO YOU
NOT FEEL AS WE DID
WHY DID IT ALL
GO AWAY
WHAT DID THEY DO
WHY DO THEY SCAR
US BOTH SO
WHY DID HE LEAVE
WHY IS THINGS
SO BLOODY MESSED UP
GODDESS KEEP ME
AND HELP ME
AND TELL HER
TO FORGIVE ME
I NEVER WANTED
THAT TO BE
THE UNDOING OF THEM
I LOVE SO MUCH
AND I AM SO STUCK
AND THIS ACHE
IS MADE ME
SO SO COLD
INSIDE
AND I DON’T
LIKE BEING THE ICE
NOW I KNOW I CAN BE
BUT I DON’T WANT TO BE
I NEED WARMTH
AND GUIDANCE
GODDESS IN MY
SLEEP
MOTHER COME
TO ME
HELP ME
I KNOW YOU ARE GONE
BUT I NEED
SOMETHING
TO EASE THIS
BLOODY ROSE ACHE
AND
I DON’T KNOW
WHAT TO DO
ANYMORE…
SO I CLOSE MY EYES
FOR I FEEL
NOTHING
