LOST PASSIONS
LOST PASSIONS
S.JENSEN © 2018
THE WHISPER SOFT
IN THE EAR
AND THE SLIGHTEST
BRUSH COULD
SEEM TO
AWAKEN EVERY
EROGENOUS ZONE
IN HER BODY
FROM THE TOUCH
A TUMULT OF FEVER,
ELECTRICITY AND PASSIONS
BREATHTAKING AND SEDUCTIVE
THE CHEMISTRY OF
TOUCHING AND
LIGHTING A TINGLING FIRE
RESTS IN MY MIND
OH TO HAVE SUCH
MINDLESS FRENZY
GENTLE AND RUGGED
NEVER HURTFUL
BEEN SO CERTAIN
NOT TO EVER
WANT ANYONE ELSE
OH TO FIND
ATTRACTION
THAT BLAZEN FIRE
THAT LASTS
THE ENTIRE HOUSE
SO SILENT
IT SEEMED ALL
SO CRAZY
OH ITS NOTHING
TO SAY
OH HOW IT HAPPENED
OH I FELL IN LOVE
TO A COMPLETE
STRANGER AND INTRUDER
TO MY SPACES
AND KNEW WHO THEY
WERE
OR SO I THOUGHT
HESITATING
YET I STILL CAN’T
TELL MY HEART
IT WAS ALL A FALSE LIE
SHE FED
THE PASSION IN EVERY WAY
DROVE ME HALF MAD
OH TO LOSING
ONE’S MIND
FOR LOVE
TO FEEL
TO DESIRE
TO ADMIT
THAT WAS EVEN
A SIDE OF ME
SHOWN ON
BLUE GLOWING
SCREENS
WITH COLOUR
SO FULL OF COLOURS
FADED
NOW IN
THE COMING
AND GOING
LOWERING MY HEAD
TO KNOW
I WILL NEVER HAVE
JUST IS A
TORTURE THOUGHT
YET SOMEHOW
I DEAL WITH IT
HOPING
ONEDAY
THINGS WILL
BE DIFFERENT
OH MY DESIRE
I HAVE COOLED IT
AND SMOTHERED IT
YET THE EMBERS
BURN BRIGHT
THE HEAT IS STILL
THERE
AND ALL I CAN DO
IS SIT HERE
AND WALLOW
IN THE SORROW
OF NOT BEING
ABLE TO RELISH
IN THIS LONG DAMN
ACHE
THE CARDS
ARE ALWAYS RIGHT
GOOD HEAVENS
I SO NEED A CHANGE
OH TO THE PERFECT
IMPERFECTIONS
OF MY SINS
FOR FALLING
IN LOVE TO A WOMAN
EVEN IF IT WAS
HIDDEN LIES
I STILL FELL
MY SAPPHO DEPTHS
ARE ENDLESS
AND NOTHING ELSE
SATISFIES
OR CARRIES ME INTO
BLISS BETTER
THAN THE WOMAN’S TOUCH
I AM NOT AGAINST
THE MALE LOVE
AT ALL
ITS JUST
SOMETHING IN ME
REALLY
FELL IN LOVE
AND I DON’T UNDERSTAND
IT AT ALL
BEING WHO I AM
OH
THE DRIVING FORCE
IS TO THE MOMENTS
I CAN’T SEEM
TO GET OUT
OF MY HEAD
AND HOW HARD
IT IS TO
CREATE ANYTHING
EVEN
THOUGHTS
OTHER THAN
HOW BETRAYED
I FEEL FROM IT ALL
AND IT SO HAS BEEN
DONE TO US BOTH
OR MAYBE ITS JUST ME
IS IT JUST ME?
IT CHANGED ME
INSTANTLY
DROVE ME INTO
A CREATIVE MADNESS
A DEEP DARK SIDE
OF LOVE
AND HOW FAST ITS
JUST NOT ANYWHERE
YET I HAVE TRIED
AND TRIED
BUT NO ONE
COMPARES
TO THAT SPOT IN
MY HEART
AND THE LUSTFUL
FIRE IT SO
CHURNED
BLOODY CRAVES
AND CAN’T BE
SATED
BY ONE ALONE
TO KISS
TO REALLY HUG
TO SAY HELLO
TO BEGIN
IN A NEW WAY
WHERE THE PURITY
OF LOVE ISN’T
TAINTED
BY ALL THE
BROKEN
AND DARK WHATEVER
THAT CAME FROM IT
BY WHOM
I WILL NEVER KNOW
YET MY
MIND AND HEART
ARE STILL SCREAMING
WHAT WHY OH BLOODY HELL
AND ALONE
SO ALONE
SCARS REST LIKE
FRESH WOUNDS
YET SHE IS GONE
AND I KNOW IT
THE HARM DONE
TOOK IT AWAY
COATING MY HEART
IN ICE AGAIN
HOPING THAT
SOMEHOW
FROM IT ALL
ITS KNOWN
I AM BEYOND
BLAMING ANYONE
ELSE BUT MYSELF
I AM LEARNING
TO HEAL
AND YET
TO FORGIVE THEM
IS ONE THING
TO FORGIVE MYSELF
ANOTHER
AND
YET I AM LEFT
WITH A WANT
AND A NEED
THAT JUST SITS THERE
SOMEONE
SOMEWHERE
SOMEHOW
I HOPE WILL
ONE DAY
FIX THIS HEART
OF MINE
AND I SO
KNOW IN AN INSTANT
I WOULD MELT
IF WE COULD
CORRECT ALL IT HAS
COST US BOTH
IS IT TOO HARD
TO ASK
FOR A LITTLE REAL
IN ALL OF THIS
AM I THE ONLY
ONE
THAT LOVED SO…
PLEASE SAY IT JUST
REALLY HAS BEEN
BOTH OF US
AND I CAN LET GO
OF THE
DARK TROUBLED
SHADOWS IT CREATED
OF A BROKEN HEART
AS OUR PASSION
COULD BE SO
CARRY ME
IN YOUR ARMS
LET THIS PAIN
LEAVE
COME I ASK YOU
COME IF ITS BOTH
LET ME SEE YOU
FACE TO FACE
WRITE IF NOTHING ELSE
TO GATHER
SOME SOLACE
AND PEACE
A COMPASSIONATE
RELEASE
IF STRANGERS
CAN BE LOVERS
CAN’T WE BE FRIENDS
AND WORK THIS
OUT IN A
NO MORE HARM WAY
AWAY FROM THE MESS
CREATED…
TO BE TOGETHER
PASSIONATELY AS ONE
YET
OH I KNOW
NEVER TO COME
IT SO NEVER COMES
I AM SO
LOST IN THIS
LACK OF HUMAN CONTACT
I WOULD BE NOTHING
MORE
IF I AM THE ONLY ONE
FEELING THIS WAY
I DON’T WANT
TO CAUSE ANY
MORE
HEART ACHE
TO ANYONE
OH
TILL THERE’S
NOTHING LEFT
OF THE FLAME
AND KNOW I REALLY
CARED
AND JUST FEEL
SO LOST
RIGHT NOW
SORRY FOR MY LOVE
NO NOT SORRY
AND I CAN’T
CHANGE
HOW I FEEL
I HAVE TRIED
YET I DID WHAT
YOU ASKED
AND WALKED AWAY
BEEN TRYING
TO TELL MY HEART
IT WAS JUST FOOLED
BY LIES
THAT I DON’T CARE
DON’T NEED
YET IT STILL
IT SO
AIN’T MINE
MY NOW LOVE
CURSE…
LOST IN
PASSIONATE DREAMS
OF A LOVE
GONE
WITH YOU
OH! MY HEART’S SCAR
AS MY HEAD
SAYS IT JUST
WASN’T REAL
THAT WAY
IT JUST WAS LIES
BEING LEFT
AGAIN
AND THE HURT
IT DID TO ALL OF US
BETRAYAL
LIES
HURT
AND YET WE GO
ON
AND KNOW
I AM SORRY
NOT FOR LOVING
BUT FOR
THE LOSS
OF US
IN IT ALL
OH MY NAIVETÉ
AND CRUEL
JOKES
PLAYED
ON MY HEART
OH SO
DAMN
LOST…
WHY MY HEART
GO AND FALL
OH DID IT FALL…
ALL I WANT
IS THE COLOUR
OF US
TO BE REAL
AND I KNOW
REALLY KNOW
I HAVE TO
FIND A WAY
TO LET THIS GO
WHY
OH HOW IT HURTS
TO LOSE
A SOUL MATE
AND TO HAVE
HURT TWO
I CARE
SO MUCH FOR
JUST BY
BEING THERE
OH THAT TOUCH
OF KNOWING
IF A PICTURE
CAN MAKE ME SMILE
AND GIVE ME JOY
I KNOW
SO KNOW
AND ITS NEITHER
OF US
AND YET BOTH OF US
AND CAN I
SCREAM AT
THE LAWS
THAT KEEP US
SEPARATED
FOUGHT
FOR SANITY
FOUGHT FOR
SPIRITUALITY
FOUGHT FOR
LIFE
FOR LOVE
OH
TO THE LIGHT
THE GLOWING LIGHT
DREAMS COME
CARRY ME AWAY
AS MY PASSIONS
ARE SO
LOST ON BOTH OF US
ETERNITY
I SAID ETERNITY
I LIVE WITH
THIS
MY LOST
LOVER
THAT NEVER
GOT TO BE
OH
AM I
SUCH A FOOL
THE ONLY
FOOL
I DIDN’T MEAN
TO FALL IN LOVE
I TRULY DIDN’T
OH
AQUARIAN
HEART
OF UNREQUITED
LOVE
…
