IN THIS
IN THIS
S.JENSEN © 2018
THOUGHTS
OF HOW CAN I
GET ALL THE
LETTERS IN MY
MIND
TO SAY ON
A PLACE
EXACTLY HOW
I FEEL
I CAN’T
DO THAT
TOO MUCH
BUT I CAN
SAY THIS
MUCH FOR FACT
SUN SHINING
BRIGHT
DOORS SHUT
FROM THE PAST
WHERE I CAN
NOT GO BACK TO
SO I WON’T
LOOK BACK EVER
AGAIN
CHANCE
TO HAVE
BUT ITS
FAR AWAY
FROM THOSE
I LOVE
AND ALL ALONE
COMPLETELY
NOT SOMETHING
I WANT
OR DESIRE
CHOICES
ARE BEING MADE
AND CHANGES
COMING
AND I HAVE TO
FACE THIS
AND DO IT ALONE
STRONGER
THAN I EVER
THOUGHT I COULD BE
LONGING
FOR ONES ARMS
AND TO TAKE ME
AWAY
FROM IT ALL
NOT TO RUN AWAY
BUT TO CARRY
FORWARD
WITH MY LIFE
TO FIND A WAY
TO FINALLY
SAY WE ARE
WHERE WE BELONG
TO BE
SHOULD BE
CAN BE
COMPLETELY
TOTALLY
AND NEVER LOOK BACK
I SIT HERE
AND MULL OVER
THAT WHICH
I HAVE NO CONTROL
OVER
AND KNOW
ITS TIME TO
DO WHAT I SEEM
TO DO
BEST
MOVE ON
HOLDING ON
TO SOMEONE
DEAR TO MY HEART
AND YET
I CAN’T SEEM
TO FIND
I SHOUT OUT
TAKE ME
HOLD ME
CARRY ME
FROM ALL OF IT
NO MORE PAIN
NO MORE SORROW
NO MORE TEARS
THAT IS GONE
LONG GONE
PEACE IS HERE
SHADOWS DANCED
AND LEFT IN
CONTRASTING
LIGHTS
THERE IS NEVER
MUCH TIME
FOR ANYTHING
WE MAKE
THE SMALLEST
WINDOW WE CAN
AND CHERISH
EVERY SECOND
OF IT
WHERE I DESERVE
TO BE
IS NOT WHERE I SIT
MY HEART
SCREAMS
ITS THAT MOMENT
NOW
ITS SO AT THAT
MOMENT
NOW
HELPED
TRIED
SO MANY
UNKNOWNS
YET
WE BOTH
ARE SITTING HERE
AND
SO SEPARATED
WHY
ARE WE SO
FAR APART
WHAT WAS
THERE IS
WHAT IS NOT
THERE NOW
I WON’T BEG
FOR A BETTER LIFE
NOW
HOW CAN IT BE
THE ONE
I SO NEED
SO NEED
MOMENTS PASSES
US BY
OUT THE WINDOW
THROUGH THE DOOR
LIKE WIND
AND I KNOW
WHAT IS COMING
AND I CAN’T
AVOID IT
NOW
DAMN
THAT PIVOTAL POINT
WHERE YOU
HAVE NO CHOICES
AND ONE
DIRECTION
IS ALL THAT
IS LEFT
OPEN
DAMN
STUCK
TO FOLLOW
IN THIS
DIRECTION
BEFORE ME
KNOWING
ITS BEGINNING
TO A MAJOR
END
AND NO OTHER
CHOICES
ARE LEFT
WALKED AWAY
AND
ALL I WANT
ALL I NEED
IS FAR AWAY
I HAD NO CHOICE
I LEFT IT THERE
THAT DAY
AND NOTHING
I CAN DO NOW
HOPE WILL
END THEN
AND I WILL
ACCEPT THE
FATE
I DON’T BELIEVE
IS THE RIGHT
WAY
THE CHOICES
FORCED ON ME
HERE
AND THE
FACTS ARE FACTS
LOVE
RESTS IN MY HEART
AND HAS
NO OUTLET
IT SO NEEDS
A OUTLET
WHEN
DO WE GIVE IN
AND LET
IT BE
KNOWING
NOTHING
EVER WORKED
AND SEEING
WHY
BUT HOW
CAN I
MOVE FORWARD
WHEN I CAN’T
EVEN
GET THE WORDS
I WANT TO SAY
TO COME
OUT RIGHT
I SCREAM
OUT
I NEED MY
LOVE
OR ALL
FALLS APART
FAST
THE INDECISION
OF NOW
COME LOVE
ME
BRING ME HOME
GIVE
ME SOMETHING
TO FILL
MY LIFE
TO HAVE
PURPOSE
AGAIN
THE ROADS
AHEAD
LOOK SO
LIKE MORE
DIRECTIONS
IN DARKNESS
AND I REFUSE
TO WALK THEM
BUT I HAVE
TO WALK
ONE
THERE IS
NO ONE
TO SAVE
ME NOW
I TRIED
WHY
OH WHY
ARE WE
STILL
SITTING
ALONE