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S.Jensen ©2018 

IMAGES CROSS MY MIND

I CANT FIND WORDS

TO EXPRESS THE KNOWLEDGE

OF WHO I FEEL CONNECTED TO

AND HOW I SENSE THEY ARE 

GONE FROM ME

LIKE TWO CHAMPAGNE

GLASSES SIDE BY SIDE

ONE EMPTY AND ONE

HALF FULL

A NEED NEVER GIVEN

A WANT NEVER RECIEVED

A DESIRE DEEP NOT EXPRESSED

THE TOUCH 

THE BREATH

THE SMELL

THE OVERWHELMING

CRAVING THAT IS NOW

MASSIVELY DRIVING

ME INSANE WITHOUT

AM I ALONE IN THIS

SO FAR AWAY AND ITS

LIKE I KNOW 

BUT DONT WANT TO FEEL

THAT IS GONE

FOREVER

I STILL HAVE A FLAME

EVEN IF ITS JUST

ME NOW

IT SADDENS ME TO

TO THINK I BEEN

REPLACED WHEN ITS

FARTHEREST FROM

MY SCREAMING HEART

WHY SITUATIONS

MAKE MY LIFE HARDER

WHEN MY HEART NEEDS

FROM THE OCEAN BLUES

TO THE SKIES GREYS

AND THE TREES HUMID

MIST FLOWING OVER

SO DOES MY MIND

I CLOSE MY EYES

I SEE TWO LOVERS

IN SILHOUETTE

IT BEATS MY HEART

TO WANT EXTREMELY BAD

I CANT STAND THIS

FOR I DONT HAVE

AND ITS ALL I NEED

AND I SEE THE ONE

OF THAT DREAM

IN EVERYONE 

AM I JUST INSANE

FOR THIS ATTRACTION

I CANT SEEM TO SHAKE

ITS LIKE A SPELL

WAS PLACED BOUND ME

AND I AM ETERNALLY

SEEKING THAT ONE

I HAVE NOT HAD

BUT NEED ITS

A DEEP SETTING URGING

NEED

SO STAR CROSSED

UNREQUITED LOVE MOMENTS

STILL SO STILL

YOU AND I ETCHED

IN MY MIND

IN MY HEART

IN MY SOUL

WITHOUT YOU IN MY ARMS

ITS TAKING ITS

MADDENING TOLL

WHAT HAS SUCH A HOLD 

OVER ME THIS LOVE

I CRAVE AND CANT SEE

CANT FEEL

CANT TOUCH

BUT OH AM I FOREVER 

FOREVER FOREVER

WANTING HER

I DONT WANT TO BEG 

MY DEAR 

YET THIS HAS A

HORRIBLE HOLD

CONSUMING MY SOUL

TORTURING MY HEART

WHEN YOU ARE

AWAY...I CAN'T UNDERSTAND

THIS EMOTION

I GOT IT BAD

WHEN IT HITS

I CANT SLEEP

I CANT EAT

I CANT PAINT

I CANT LISTEN TO MUSIC

I CANT DO MUCH

OF ANYTHING

WITHOUT YOU

I NEED TO BE IN YOUR LIFE

REALLY BE 

AND I DONT KNOW WHAT

TO DO...

BUT KNOW THAT SILHOUETTE

IS CONSTANT

GLOWING LIGHT

SURROUNDS ME

AS I SENSE

AND FEEL THAT

WHICH ISNT MINE

BUT I WANT MY FINGERS

THERE

I WANT MY SKIN THERE

I AM OBSESSED

AND NOT UNDERSTANDING IT

THE TASTE OF YOU

ON MY TONGUE

IS SO FORBIDDEN

AND SO DESIRED

I AM SO LONELY

FORGIVE WHERE MY

THOUGHTS GO

YET I CANT HELP IT

MISSING YOU

IS LIKE RAINFALL

THE OVERWHELMING

CONNECTION

OF SENSES 

HAUNT AND I NEED

IS NOW DESPERATE

THAT KISS 

THAT FEEL

THAT THIS ISNT LUST

BUT OH IF

I SEE IT WOULD

TAKE OVER LIKE LUST

AND EVER OUNCE OF ME

DRIPS OUT THE 

GLASS 

NO LONGER INNOCENT

ITS A FEVER

SICKNESS I CANT SHAKE

LOVE OH LOVE

WHERE ARE YOU

COME BACK TO ME

AND LET ME IN

PLEASE COME LET ME IN

I AM MADLY IN LOVE

AND IT RIPS MY HEART

TO MY SOUL

WITHOUT TO YOU

I SAY YES

I MEAN IT

AM I THE ONLY ONE

IN THIS...

HELP MY HEART NOW

PLEASE ....

FORGIVE MY DEEPEST DESIRE

IS GENTLE AND KIND

AND MAKING LOVE

IS ONLY ON MY MIND

ETCHED IN MY HEART

CARVED THERE

IT TAKES MY BREATHE AWAY

AND YET

ITS NEVER BEEN

OH THIS ATTRACTION

THIS CHEMICAL REACTION

IT HAS BUTTERFLIES

IN ME...WILL YOU

BRING JOY TO ME

AND END THIS CRAVING

TORTURE...OR AM I 

FOREVER CURSED.

IN THE RIDE YOU

GENEROUSLY GAVE

SO INNOCENT AND SWEET

AND HERE I AM

GOING WHERE I SHOULDN'T

I HAVE BEEN ALONE

FAR TOO LONG

NOW THE MAD ROSE I AM...

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