JUST THOUGHTS

JUST THOUGHTS

S.JENSEN©2018

FEET UNDER BLANKET

IN THE CHAIR I REST

LOOKING OUT MY

WINDOW AT MY

MORNING GLORY BLOOM

SAD AND TRANQUIL

YET I WISH FOR SOMEONE

TO KNOW MISSING

THEM MAJOR BIG TIME

GUESS THEY WENT THE

DIRECTION I DIDNT WANT

WELL ITS NOT MY

CHOICE IN ALL OF IT

STRUGGLING TO  KEEP GOING

I PUSH HARD WITH

THE ART ITS MY LIFE

AS ALONE AS IT IS

SOON TO HAVE BIKE

THANKS TO FUNDS

IN A AWFUL WAY

INHERITANCE 

I MISS MY MOM

LAST SIX YEARS NOTHING

SEEMED RIGHT

WITHOUT HER 

YET I KNOW WHY 

I LET THE DARKNESS 

OF IT GO AND TRY

TO FOCUS ON THE NOW

I PUT HALF TO FUND MY ART

HALF TO GAINING

SOME KIND OF BETTER

TRANSPORTATION

FOR HEALTH REASONS

AND CARBON FOOTPRINT

WASNT MUCH

LASTED A FEW

ITS NEVER ENOUGH

WHEN YOU NEED

SO MUCH

YET IT WILL DO

IT HAS TO

CHOICES WE MAKE

HAS TO MAKE A

DIFFERENCE

SMALL OR LARGE

OH TO THE LOVE

I SO CRAVE

LET IT BE

FORGIVE AND

I WILL BE OK

LOVE YOU ANYHOW

JUST NEVER FELT

THAT WAY EVER BEFORE

WITH ANYONE ELSE

IN MY LIFE

THE BEST

EVEN THOUGH

WE JUST REMAIN

FRIENDS MY DEAR

IF THAT IS HOW ITS

TO BE LET THAT BE

YOUR SILENCE 

HAS A HOLD ON ME

I AM TRYING TO

ACCEPT THIS

AND KNOW FATE 

CAN BE A COMPLETE

UTTER BITCH

DREAMS ARE ONLY

GOOD SO FAR

AND I KNOW 

SO I WILL TRY

TO JUST MAKE DO

OH TO THE NATURE

I LOVE AND ART 

WE ALL MARRY TO 

SOMETHING MINE

IS MY ART

OH LOVE COME

FIND ME SOMEWHERE

OUT HERE FIND ME

AND CARRY ME

TO WHOMEVER 

KNOW I NEED LOVE 

SO CALLING THE 

UNIVERSE TO BRING

THEM CLOSER

OR ME CLOSER TO FIND

THAT WHICH AS 

HUMANITY WE CRAVE

ODE TO THE DAY

COFFEE AND

THESE WORDS

WRITTEN IN SIMPLE

LAYOUT

HEART HAS A WEIRD

HOLE AND NEEDS

FILLING I WAIT

WE WAIT ON TIME

AND THE SANDS TURN

AS I KEEP TRYING

TO BETTER THE 

SITUATION AS IT IS

SORRY TO SAY

MY BROKEN KNEE

FREAKING HURTS

AND MY BLEEDING HEART

SEEMS TO COME 

AND GO LIKE

RAIN VS SUNSHINE

IF NOT THIS

LIFETIME MAYBE

IN THE AFTER LIFE

WHERE ALL FLOATS

AWAY...